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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
Birthday: 2/23/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Acting, photography, singing, listening to music, writing songs and poems, hanging out with my friends, bowling, swimming, skating, horseback riding, flirting and teasing, acting crazy, and just being me.

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Expertise: I am good at acting, though I still need improvement, and I'm good at writing songs and poems, but it seems lately that I just can't write anymore, like I've lost inspiration. Hm.
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Your Little Princess

So many times I have said I will

So many times I have let myself down
because I have put things off that really should be done.

But I kept my word.
I did what I said I would.

It took some time.
But I did it.

And for it, I am now a better person.
I have changed for the better because of this. (I think)

I figured maybe I'd feel relieved in the end,
to just let it all out.
And that in the end, things will all work out.

Well here I am.
I've done what I could.
I have faced the fears
and yet I feel so empty inside.

I should be proud of myself
...and I guess I am.
I just wish that things didn't have to be this way.
I wish you could understand
and maybe someday you will.

HOPEFULLY someday you will.

But no matter what I do, I can't please EVERYONE.
But I wish I could at least please you.

Well... here I am.
Your little princess.
All grown up.

I am old enough to make my own decisions.

And I am glad you're there to guide me,
But this one I've got under control.
This one makes me happy
and I want to stay that way.

Don't you want your little girl to be happy?

[End]

~ Megan ~


Wednesday, October 03, 2007

I am very bored.
and kinda tired.
I really don't have a reason to be tired.

Oh well.
Random post time!

I have Photography class tonight.
Tonight is pretty much gonna be all lab stuff.
So I'll be spending it developing two rolls of film tonight.
Then making a contact sheet.
Then printing.

I love photography.
I want to go out and take more pictures.
It is awesome.

So is Nate.

And my friends.

My friends are pretty kickass, without a doubt.
I love them.

I love acting too.
and poetry.

But it's really too bad that I don't write much anymore.
Not like I used to.

I really miss it.
But there's not much I can do.

I try.

I was listening to music today.
Music would inspire me to write when I was in highschool.
Or sometimes it would just come to me, no music at all.
Now it may be nice to listen to, but no words could even come out.
Not artistically and poetically anyway.

But oh well. I still write a little. On rare occasions.

Meh.

Anyway. I guess I'm done for now.
I've gotta leave in an hour to go to class.

Fun fun.


Peace,
~Megan~


Thursday, August 30, 2007

So...I guess I don't blog much anymore. I used to rant on about my day or my week, but now it's just repetitive to me and a waste of time to blog about it. So now I only do it when I decide it's been a while, like now.

So what's new in my life? Well...been dating this guy for 2 1/2 months now. His name is Nate and we went to highschool together. We're doing pretty good. Been hanging out with him and a lot of other ppl, going to work, etc. Next week I start classes and I'm actually excited and I can't wait to start because I'm taking photography and acting. The two classes I'm really excited about and love.

Hm...what else?
Oh... I sort of lost contact with a best friend, Janet. She for some reason won't answer my calls or will say she's gonna hang out with me then later comes up with an excuse. I just want her to know that I still wanna be best friends with her. I just wish I knew what I did to deserve a dissappeance of friendship with her. The poem and rant in my recent blog, yeah, that's about her.

Meh. That's it for now. I'm off work today so I gotta go to Metro to buy books. Blah. More money to spend. Then I'm not doing anything til I go to karaoke t'nite. Woo. Karaoke!

Anyways...I'm done for now. I don't feel like ranting anymore so I'm ending it.
G'day everyone.

Peace,
~Megan~


Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Fallen Friendship

I wrote this a while back. I just don't post on here anymore...I blog on myspace more cuz that seems to be where everyone is at these days. lol.

Anyways, here's a poem I wrote at the beginning of July.

 

It's sad to see

my own best friend (unintentionally) walk out on me.

It seems my own best friend is no longer here for me,

the friend who once said she'd always be there,

is now too busy to even care.

 

A friendship that used to be so close, hardly any distance

has now started to fade to non-existance.

 

Several weeks of calling and not one returned call.

It's as if you've blocked me behind a wall.

I understand being busy can bring us apart,

but three whole weeks of nothing at all just breaks my heart.

 

Best friends, busy or not, make time to at least return one single call,

and out of a whole 10 or so, you ignore them all.

Three weeks at least, it has been.

and it's obvious he has the win.

I guess I'm the loss

and he's now the boss.

 

The one guy who walked out on you before

is now back in your life, to hurt you once more.

And the one girl you know will always have your back,

has been turned down because you decided to take him back.

 

Life is hard, I know.

People change, people grow.

Things come up and there's not much you can do.

But of all the people to completely walk away,

I didn't expect one of them to be you.

 

So when you do decide you're not too busy for me,

I will be here for you

No matter what.

Because that's what best friends do.

 

Peace,
~Megan~


Sunday, June 10, 2007

I am back from camping.
It was fun.
I am sunburned.
And I am hating hot showers right now.
I am tired.
I am not wanting to go back to work .
I want more.
More nature.
More camping fun
And More horseshoes.
So that I can continue being Meglomaniac Megan.
I am also...BurnsEasy.
Candace is SleepsInCar.
Cody is PlaysWithFire.
Geoff is PokesWithStick
And Nate is ChiefBrownBottom.
Heh.

Indian names are fun.

So is being weird. And dancing weirdly.
And taking pictures of my weird friends,
Poking and playing with fire.
Eating.
Walking.
Talking.
Stick fighting.
Widdling.
Sleeping.

Oh nature. Thanks for getting me dirty. Thanks for getting me sunburned. And thanks, mosquitos, for biting me and the rest of my friends. Gotta love camping. And these quotes…

"You got my stick dirty." - Cody

"I like widdling, look at my cornea." - Nate

"Ah! There's a bee by me…and I have a headache" - Megan (that's me!)

"Let's run around the picnic table. It'll be like musical chairs, only we'll all get to sit down." - Megan

"And corn. I like corn cuz it's yummy" - Megan.

Candace: What company makes that Christmas soda?
Megan: Three's Company

"I have Meglomaniac Megan on my team." - Cody

 

Meh. Nap time!!! G'day everyone!

Peace,
~Megan~



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